Wednesday, 30 December 2009
ilovemybi ..
But why do i have confused feelings between me and my close friend .
Well , my close friend .. he's really sweet and all ..
His gf is so lucky to get him .. really . I really do love my Ashraf .. he's really understanding and all but there some things that could make me hate him ..
Everyone knows that i like hugs . Well yeah , this close friend of mine likes to give me hugs .. this is how the story started ..
This close friend of mine disappeared for a veryy long time .. and i really missed him .. i missed him soo much , only god knows how much i did .. so we moved on .. then i received a msg wishing me a happy birthday .. it was from him .. and he was the first one to sent it to me ..
i received the text after i got back from Malacca on the 6th Dec .
And so , we started contacting each other again .. I dreamt about my close friend .. i dreamt that he asked me if we could be close friends like before ..
while i was texting him , i told him about it .. AND HE REALLY DID ASK ME !
Dejavu .
i was like whoa .. i am soo glad that he returned to me as a close friend ..
so we finally met for lunch , after soo long that i last saw his face .. i told him , when we meet next time .. he owes me a hug . you guys dont noe how much i miss him .. really .. well he did give me a hug . hahah .
he told me the reason why he texted me .. well , i cant tell you people coz maybe he doesnt want people to know .. okay , moving on .
after that day on , we met another few times .. coz i asked him to accompany me since my beloved boyf couldnt because of some reasons ..
As days goes by .. me and him are getting much closer .. don't worry , ashraf knows about it . coz i'll never keep anything from him ... there's no point keeping anything coz guilt will crawl over .. besides , i have a very understanding boyf . so its not that difficult to tell him ..
i keep reminding myself , he is just a close friend and not more than that ..
by reminding myself , i wont go overboard by having feelings for him ...
Ouhno .. i cant do that .. i love my boo ..
but sometimes i cant help it .. i just wished i wasnt my close friend's friend .
i wished that i was his . but come to think again .. i cant . i just want our friendship to stay that way .. as close friends ..
SOMEBODY HELP ?
this is for eu boo .. i really love you . i do . dont worry . no matter what happens , im sticking with eu . coz i wont let other girls have such a great guy like eu .. No Way . So , takmu worry kay . i saaaaayaaang eu banget .
Muacks !
Labels: confused
Let me shine Wednesday, December 30, 2009.
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
Finally i had enough money to buy my RIPCURL bag .
All-time FAVOURITE BRAND .
Don't wanna take the picture coz there may be copycats .
So yeah . Bought it at VivoCity . After that , baby decided to gi Swensen's .
So off we go and took the train .
=)
Thank you baby for the delicious Swensen's treat . iloveyou . :)
i ordered chicken backed rice and baby ordered fish and chips . That's for main meal . For dessert , i ordered banana split and baby ordered sticky chewy crunch i think . YUm YUm ! =p
Labels: yummy .
Let me shine Wednesday, December 09, 2009.
08/12/09
Changkat climbers had a BBQ at East Coast Park . It was
for Haikal( Our beloved Instructor ) farewell to NS .
I didnt take any pictures coz i was thrown into the sea . Hahah . but quite near the shore luh .. Everybody was soaking WET . Hahah .
and the coward part rite . Dion , Gregory and Jibreel ran away when we wanted to splash them with water . Especially Dion . They ran sooo far .
Specially for Haikal :
Thank you for being our Changkat Instructor while Hilman was away for NS . And now , its your turn to go .
Because of ur guidance , i won Novice Women Under 16 first .
A thousand thanks to you .
Hope you come back and teach us again soon .
And and ! Come back with 6 packs ! =)
Labels: goodbye haikal
Let me shine Wednesday, December 09, 2009.
Monday, 7 December 2009
And im finally back in singapore . Hahah . actually i came back yesterday .
im too tired so i post it today .
Warning : There will be LOADS of pictures .
Day 1 : Otw to Malacca
tiGGer wearing baby's Man U shirt .
Well , first day we didn't do anything much . Coz by the time
my family and not forgetting arifah reached Malacca , it was going to be dark already .
Wait wait , I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS PART .
While we were otw , we stopped at Machap . A place you really WOULD NOT want to go in the afternoon .
There were MILLIONS OF FLIES(the one that keeps on flying around near the dustbin) ! In fact , MORE THAN A MILLION ! I was really reeeaaally disgusted .
My parents stopped there to have their prayers because it was already Asar .
There was this dustban . It was FULL OF DEAD FLIES ! i wanted to take a picture but i was too disgusted . really .
And im happy and proud to say that Singapore is best for its cleanliness for most places . I think that's all for day 1 . :x
Day 2 : Checking out of the hotel .(which was on my birthday.)
Arifah and my lil sis .
Dad and lil sis .
Mom
heheh .
Day 2 : Otw to A'Famosa Water World .
Malacca's Red House .
Red House at night . (below)
The places there in Malacca was really breath-taking especially at night .
This picture was taken after we went to the Water World .
We went for shopping and shopping . then we went bowling till midnight .
i'll post more later . hahaks . i wanna sleep uhk .
Labels: still young
Let me shine Monday, December 07, 2009.
Thursday, 3 December 2009
I'll be going to Melaka for a Holiday with my family so i
won't be writing for some time later .
But the fun part is , My Birthday is coming . Woohoo woohoo !
the sad thing is , i dont wanna go to Melaka .
I know . Ya'll say , then don't go luh . Haiya , how !
Coz my mom says that friends is more important rite .. Family go holiday also don't want to follow , friends ask to go out , then go out .
Usually my mom will wish me a happy birthday when im IN SINGAPORE .
And my point is , i want her to wish me that when its 5th December 2009 IN SINGAPORE . Not Malaysia . Im born in Sinagpore sia , wah piang eh .
i don't wanna upset my mom . But serious . WHAT TO DO ?! Help !
If you have any suggestion , please tag to me .
Take care people !
Labels: go or dont go
Let me shine Thursday, December 03, 2009.
Tuesday, 1 December 2009
Baby , im really frustrated by your actions . I don't think you'll be reading this but im really tired of putting up with your nonsense .
Stop . Seriously . And i don't think any girl would be patient for a very long time .
You mean more than everything to me . Everything i do , i put you first in everything . So im asking , why can't you just do the same .
I believe everyone has their limits to their patience . And i guess you've reached mine . So im just warning you not to go over the limit cause' you will regret it if you do .
Im already injured with a swollen left hand and you're here making it more worse by testing my patience . STUPID ALLENKEY .
Labels: Cb.
Let me shine Tuesday, December 01, 2009.
