Wednesday, 30 December 2009
ilovemybi ..
But why do i have confused feelings between me and my close friend .
Well , my close friend .. he's really sweet and all ..
His gf is so lucky to get him .. really . I really do love my Ashraf .. he's really understanding and all but there some things that could make me hate him ..
Everyone knows that i like hugs . Well yeah , this close friend of mine likes to give me hugs .. this is how the story started ..
This close friend of mine disappeared for a veryy long time .. and i really missed him .. i missed him soo much , only god knows how much i did .. so we moved on .. then i received a msg wishing me a happy birthday .. it was from him .. and he was the first one to sent it to me ..
i received the text after i got back from Malacca on the 6th Dec .
And so , we started contacting each other again .. I dreamt about my close friend .. i dreamt that he asked me if we could be close friends like before ..
while i was texting him , i told him about it .. AND HE REALLY DID ASK ME !
Dejavu .
i was like whoa .. i am soo glad that he returned to me as a close friend ..
so we finally met for lunch , after soo long that i last saw his face .. i told him , when we meet next time .. he owes me a hug . you guys dont noe how much i miss him .. really .. well he did give me a hug . hahah .
he told me the reason why he texted me .. well , i cant tell you people coz maybe he doesnt want people to know .. okay , moving on .
after that day on , we met another few times .. coz i asked him to accompany me since my beloved boyf couldnt because of some reasons ..
As days goes by .. me and him are getting much closer .. don't worry , ashraf knows about it . coz i'll never keep anything from him ... there's no point keeping anything coz guilt will crawl over .. besides , i have a very understanding boyf . so its not that difficult to tell him ..
i keep reminding myself , he is just a close friend and not more than that ..
by reminding myself , i wont go overboard by having feelings for him ...
Ouhno .. i cant do that .. i love my boo ..
but sometimes i cant help it .. i just wished i wasnt my close friend's friend .
i wished that i was his . but come to think again .. i cant . i just want our friendship to stay that way .. as close friends ..
SOMEBODY HELP ?
this is for eu boo .. i really love you . i do . dont worry . no matter what happens , im sticking with eu . coz i wont let other girls have such a great guy like eu .. No Way . So , takmu worry kay . i saaaaayaaang eu banget .
Muacks !
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Let me shine Wednesday, December 30, 2009.
