I promised that i will stop doubting aby unless necessary .. But i can't help it . the doubts are taking over !
its just not right . i really have to trust aby ..
i saw him talking sweetly to his classmate(girl) .. using i,u manner . so the doubts got stronger .
luckily , when i asked aby whether im the only one that he loves ..
with confidence , he said yes .
i felt more reassured . and i noe that i didnt have to worry about anything .
i don't wanna lose eu aby . i can't live without eu . i don't want to move on when i dont have to .
aby , tell ur mom .. Please dont seperate us both . coz i really cant live without eu . a day without eu contacting me makes me suffer . the thought of eu , leaving me is too painful . and i can't move on .
i don't noe how to . and i dont want to . ur the only one for me .
Best things about my aby .
- ur hug makes me feel so loved by eu .
- when eu hold my hand , it makes me feel secure . so that i wont get lost .
- ur kiss on my forehead tells me that i dont need to worry , coz ur here .
- ur smile never fails to make my day right .
-when eu put ur arms around my waist , it makes me feel that ur proud to have me .
there are loads of things that i miss doing with eu , aby . i love eu too much . and i dont want to lose eu .. ur the only one i love , the only one i'll be faithful with , and the one that i'll want to live with when i grow older .
i really miss eu . and i'll never stop loving eu aby .. i promise . just please , dont stay far away from me . coz i can't bear being apart from eu . being far away from eu .. i need eu here and always with me ..Labels: i'll never give up
Let me shine Saturday, July 31, 2010.
Its been super long since i touched this blog ..
Well .. been through alot lately .. like ALOT .
i miss my aby alot .
Well luckily we met just now after RC training at school .
laughed around , played our tongues .. ; let out a funny sound like lalalalala with our tongues .
THE PROMISE to aby :
promise not to doubt him again .
promise to stay faithful to him and only him .
promise to never replace him .
promise to never move on .
i LOVE my aby AND ONLY HIM .Labels: i love my aby and only him
Let me shine Thursday, July 29, 2010.