Wednesday, 25 August 2010

Basically aby , its no longer about eu anymore .

i just feel that eu dont need me anymore since eu've got ur work and all .

so i give up and i dont wanna care anymore .

since eu can like another girl , why cant i ?

im starting to contact this guy . he's super sweet and all .

he's like , the most caring guy i've ever met . we're just close friends now .

i just hope that i get to be His , one day . coz i want him to take care of me since eu cant take care of me anymore .. we've talked otp for 2 times already .

he can strum the guitar waaaay better than eu aby . like duh .

sad to say , i got tired of what ur always doing to me . so i dont wanna care anymore . =)

ur not my main priority now . besides , eu even said that we're not in a relationship right now .

so why must i care if eu dont even show any concern ?

Ps . He's the best thing that has ever happen to me .

________ . <3

Labels: its not about eu anymore

Let me shine Wednesday, August 25, 2010.

Monday, 16 August 2010

The night eu finally

confessed that eu liked

her .

Let me shine Monday, August 16, 2010.

Sunday, 15 August 2010

Aby ! ape nie ! eu kate eu takde paperk ngan seri !

abeyh asal kene bbl i,u dgan dier ?

kawan bbl i,u ker ? tak pe !

and what's with the imiss eu !

klau nak proof , this is proof .

Asrap Kutcher

Aluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !! Hahahahaha

Seryana Sufienaz HeLLLLooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..Hehehehehehe..=)

Asrap Kutcher
Ehk buat keje skolah lah ... comment2 .... hehehe

Seryana Sufienaz Hahahaha..!=) Mcm u uat gitu?!....

Asrap Kutcher hehe i buat kaes .. u tak online dkat facebook ker .... ! miss u ! =DDD

Let me shine Sunday, August 15, 2010.

Aby , im starting to have doubts again .

at the start of the conversation , eu said that eu left ur fone in farid's bag .

so i thought it was really left in his bag .

but during our webcam , i saw eu checking ur fone . like about 5 times .

at first , i ignored . but after we off our webcam .. i started to have doubts .

doubts like , if eu didnt have ur fone .. what object did eu hold and keep checking just now ?

if eu had ur fone , why wouldnt eu reply me ?

etc etc .

but when i meet eu face to face to ask these questions , eu would defenitely ensure me that what i doubt was wrong . eu would say things like , i slept in my mom's room coz she asked me to .

and stuffs .

Is this doubt true or am i just

thinking too much ?

Please don't lie to me aby .

Labels: no lies please

Let me shine Sunday, August 15, 2010.

Thursday, 12 August 2010

Aby .

I betul betul taknak move on .. tapy i perlu eu untuk text text i ..

eu ckp eu belum and taknak move on ..

Shit , i should stop this .

I tau , i dah janji ngan eu . tapy i masih perlukan eu .. and klau eu tgah bace nie , please ..

Jangan berubah .. I tanak eu berubah . i love eu just the way eu are .

Dont make anymore changes please aby . please .

I terlampau sayangkan eu sangat .. i tanak lose contact ngan eu . i tanak eu jauhkan diri eu dari i .

i dont want to suffer anymore . please .

i love eu aby , very much .

Hugs&kisses .

Labels: i'll love eu no matter what

Let me shine Thursday, August 12, 2010.

Tuesday, 10 August 2010

I should start trusting eu

right aby ..

But why is it always that in ur picture , there's always seri . Why ?

Let me shine Tuesday, August 10, 2010.

Saturday, 7 August 2010

He's my one and only aby .

He's the only one i love .

He's the only one that i'll stay faithful to .

He's the only one i'll flirt with .

He's the only one that i'll kiss .

His tongue is the only one i'll meet with mine.

His neck is the only one that i'll kiss .

He's the only one that i'll have sex with when i get married to him .

He's the only one that will be the father of my babies when i get married to him .

I can never replace eu no matter how hard i tried .

His eyes just keeps on making me so mesmerize with him .

I can't live without him .

Aby .

Labels: i love eu aby

Let me shine Saturday, August 07, 2010.

Monday, 2 August 2010

Aby .. What happened to us .. when we first got together , i mean everything to eu . but now ?

eu would text me every now and then .. but we hardly contact now . and eu dont even noe if we're still together or not ! i can hardly meet eu now . maybe its not the cause of another girl . but why can't eu see that i can't live without eu ! its seriously heartbreaking . everyone wants me to move on . and I DONT WANT TO ! coz i wanna be with eu . i want to be the one that eu'll hold hands with till the end of time . i want to live with eu till the end of time . im not doubting eu . but im just worried . coz i really dont want to lose eu . i've been dreaming of eu lately and i dont noe what that means .. but i dont care . i just want the old eu back . the aby that never fails to keep me company when im lonely . the aby that never fails to keep telling me that he loves me .

Aby , i swear that i miss the old times we had . Having breakfast , lunch and dinner together . i miss talking about random stuffs with eu . i miss every single thing we did in the past .. if ur reading this .. please , dont change urself anymore ... im already at the edge of surviving with how eu are treating me now ..

i just dont noe how i can still go on .. aby .. just please . come back to me .

PLEASE .

Labels: i want the old eu

Let me shine Monday, August 02, 2010.