Wednesday, 8 December 2010
baby , i tau eu tak suke gaduh ngan i . i tau kite tak sepatutnye gaduh over small things . eu fikir i nak ke gaduh ngan eu ? no kay .
first thing first i tak suke gaduh ngan eu pasal i tak suke care eu bbl ngan i . its seriously kurangajar . really . eu use words that i dont even know what it means . kay , im a naive person . im kental when it comes to using words to be kurangajar . we come from different backgrounds . im not trying to say that ur family is a not good company . but its just that we come from different backgrounds . but that doesnt mean eu have to speak that way to me what .
i hate it when kite gaduh , pastu eu senyap . really . and eu dont even try to pujok me even if sometimes its my fault . after we fight , i would definitely come back to eu and apologize what . but it doesnt have to be always me that apologizes what . tak make sense langsung uh . i tau most of the time i yang carik pasal dgan eu and i tau most of the time eu give in kat i .
i know kay , i know .
i know im selfish . i know im self-centered . i know eu want to achieve that goal so badly . i know eu've set those goals even before eu were officially attached . but its abit different now . ur attached . ur no longer single . there's an extra burden for eu to carry . and that's me . im just worried that after eu've achieved ur goal , eu'll neglect me . girlfriend mane sia yang nak di-neglect .. i wouldnt want to be unfaithful to eu coz that's no way to solve our matter . its not that im not being supportive at all . im sorry if eu did expect me to be the supportive girlfriend but first thing that came to my mind was , will i be neglected ? that's just it . im sorry kay .
baby , im really sorry . let's stop this fight . i just wanna come back into ur arms and i just wanna cuddle up with eu again like we always do .
Labels: left unsaid but longed to be spoken
Let me shine Wednesday, December 08, 2010.
