no one ever appreciates what i've sacrificed for them .
no one understands me and never try to get to know me better .
i've had enough with everything . really .
and this , has reached my limits .
ibu , eu never try to ask if im okay or not . eu dont seem to care even just abit . i hide my problems from eu because i know eu will never understand me . before i would even speak up , eu would always scold me first . eu never understand me .
baby , ur not even afraid to lose me . coz that's what eu told me . i can never forget that line . eu confidently said to me when we were otp , " im not afraid to lose eu coz i have been single for a long time . "
when eu said that , it made me feel that im not worth ur time all this while . and eu make me feel that i wont mean a thing to eu even if we ever break up . sometimes eu never think before eu speak . i tau kadang eu buat bende its either just to get back at me atau pon eu nak i learn a lesson . but it dont matter . yang paling penting , eu tak takut kehilangan i . why cant eu see that i need eu so fucking much ? ='(
Labels: understand me please .
Let me shine Thursday, December 30, 2010.