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2011-01-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

eu wont let me love eu .

eu wont let me come back to eu .

and now eu wont let me contact eu ?!

fuck la .

baby , why cant eu see that i need eu so fucking much .

2 fucking months is not enough for me . and eu boleh senang senang lepaskan i mcm gitu . cb la . i sayang eu gile babi sia . i setia ngan eu ..

why are eu doing this to me baby .. why ? ape salah i ?

i just wished i can come back to eu . but i know its fucking impossible because ur so determined to let me go . eu maki hamun i , eu fikir ape ? tu i sabar je because its just a small thing . tapi please luh , JANGAN HALANG I DARI CONTACT EU . please . i merayu kat eu .. please .

why cant eu just open ur eyes and see how much eu mean to me .

2011-01-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

eu dont fucking care and eu never will .

who am i to eu sia ? sialuh . i rase mcm i bukan mataer eu langsung sia !

why'd eu need to change this fucking much ?

i tau uh sia eu tak kesah klau kite break . klau eu tak kesah , who the fuck am i to eu ? abeyh ape , relationship kite nie is just all a fucking waste ?

why the fuck are eu doing this me ?!

ape sia salah i kat eu ? kimak . cukup luh sia ape ashraf dah buat kat i .

i need eu and this is how eu treat me .. i feel that eu dont need me anymore . which obviously eu really dont . seriously , why are eu trying ur fucking best to get rid of me ? stop this fucking shit please luh . im begging eu sia .

2011-01-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

mot .

i really love eu . i know eu feel my love that's because i really dont ever want to lose eu . but i don't know why i still feel abit insecure sometimes .

its not right for me to do that coz i have ur full attention and never being neglected but i keep wondering unnecessarily . im sorry .

but i just dont wanna lose eu . eu may think ur the bad guy but if ur love for me never fade away , we can last for a very long time .. really .

whatever it is , im just gonna stay faithful to eu . and i mean it .

just dont fade ur love towards me . i need eu .

goodnight . i love eu so much . <3

2011-01-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Bodoh gile uh !

2011-01-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

ur not texting , ur not calling .

i understand that ur having fun at the pit . ya okaay . but text caaan ?

i tgah boring gile uh kat sini . am so sleepy . am so tired .

without a text from eu , i mcm nak campak je tau i nye fone . sheesh .

takpe uh . i nak tido . goodnight baby . love eu so much .

2011-01-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

went to climb with baby , syafiq and iman af safra tadi .

hey baby , why'd eu look so hot today ? heh . really really .

HOT GILER !

i couldn't take my eyes off eu . eu should be happy i was keeping my eyes on eu all the time and bukan lelaki lain tau . heh .

i love eu so much baby . <3

2011-01-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

its January 1st 2011 today .

i had a great last day of 2010 with mot .

Jyeah , i really did .

but cant believe i'll be writing the date-month-2011 .

baby , i really hope eu kept to ur words that eu wont drink .

because i trust that eu really kept to ur words .

i hope eu had fun counting down at Dinie's chalet .

i have another 3 days to enjoy my holidays . Gaahh . why so fast !

but , look on the bright side ..

im looking froward to 5.1.11 . woah year 11 huh .

baby , im really hoping for the day to come . and i hope eu remember it too .

coz it means alot to me .

ur all i think about whenever i have nothing to do . i really love eu so much . and i promise i will not do anything stupid anymore that will make me lose eu . no way . that's not gonna happen .

i'll stop here . i love eu so much baby .

2010-12-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

no one ever appreciates what i've sacrificed for them .

no one understands me and never try to get to know me better .

i've had enough with everything . really .

and this , has reached my limits .

ibu , eu never try to ask if im okay or not . eu dont seem to care even just abit . i hide my problems from eu because i know eu will never understand me . before i would even speak up , eu would always scold me first . eu never understand me .

baby , ur not even afraid to lose me . coz that's what eu told me . i can never forget that line . eu confidently said to me when we were otp , " im not afraid to lose eu coz i have been single for a long time . "

when eu said that , it made me feel that im not worth ur time all this while . and eu make me feel that i wont mean a thing to eu even if we ever break up . sometimes eu never think before eu speak . i tau kadang eu buat bende its either just to get back at me atau pon eu nak i learn a lesson . but it dont matter . yang paling penting , eu tak takut kehilangan i . why cant eu see that i need eu so fucking much ? ='(

2010-12-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

yes , he've met my family . and yes , eu've met her's .

tell me why i still can't accept the fact ..

and im confident that eu feel the same way too .

is it that im still not over eu even just abit ? or is it that i really miss eu ?

i love khai so much . i really do .

and i know eu love seri too .

but hey , i really have to admit .

i really do miss eu .

im not sure if eu feel the same way about me .

i just miss the old times . thats all .

2010-12-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

planned to buy eu friendship band for our first month anniversary .

but i feared that eu wouldnt like it , so i didnt get it first .

finally now that i got it for eu . in fact , both of us had a pair of identical frienship band . <3

dont have the picture , but its okay .

i just really love it . the mixture of colour which i picked for the both of us .

oh baby , i feel so happy right now . i can't possibly espress it all out at Facebook coz there wont be much space to write .

i just hope your reading this . i really do . coz i love eu so so much .

ouh yes i do . i never lie about this . i hope that ur the last one im sticking with and no one after eu .

i love eu baby .

i love eu mot .

2010-12-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

i don't know how else i have to hold on to this .

i don't even want to let go of this special thing we have .

im not sure if it's love because im too young to know about it but i won't ever let it go coz it means so much to me .

baby , i'd do whatever it takes just to stay with eu . be in an open relationship first ? whatever . i dont care . i just want to be yours . im not sure what it means or what it feels like to be in an open relationship but i just dont like the way eu define the meaning .

baby , i need eu . i really do . and im begging eu . please .

dont ever let me go , no matter what happens .

please baby . im begging eu . i know i like to sulk . but i do that just to get your attention . i just want to be spoiled by eu .

i dont know where eu are now . ur not home yet . your number is busy . i can't seem to find a way to contact eu . please . i need eu .

2010-12-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey baby . this is for eu .

im not going to stop eu from getting ur friendship with ur friends stronger again . im not going to do that . please , go ahead . i dont want to ever be the cause of eu breaking up ur friendship with ur friends .

just one thing that i seek from eu .

please , im begging eu .

dont change .

what i've gone through with ashraf is enough . i dont ever wanna go through it again . it really hurts . i tanak care eu bbl ngan i aleh aleh tuka . no ..

please jangan pernah berubah . i dont want to go through it second time round .

promise me , eu'll never ever ever change while in the process of bringing up ur friendship with ur friends .

promise me that eu'll never change the way we talk .

promise me .

2010-12-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

aku tak tau uh ape salah aku buat kat kau skrang .

seriously . i yang slalu bukak topic bile otp . im tired of doing that . really . since what i feared that eu might say what i dont want eu to say came true , might as well , i control myself by not meeting eu every single day .

im trying my fucking best not to pick a fight with eu . and there eu are opening up a conversation that's just trying to pick up a fight with me indirectly by using what , large words that probably i wouldnt understand .

bile kite argue , i seriously tak boleh tahan eu punye kurangajar .

just the way eu takleyh tahan ngan i punye merajuk . but right now , im already trying my best not to argue back . but ur not trying to change at all .

2010-12-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

we first got to know each other on February 15, 2009 at 7:53pm .

his name is Daniel .

its coming to 1 year 10 months this 15th since we've known each other .

we only got even closer this year compared to last year .

About Daniel:

- he's a total jerk . :D

- he eats alot !

- he likes to look at pretty girls .

- he's standard colours are black,white,grey .

- he's funny .

- he's very outgoing .

- he's always there if you need him . literally .

- he loves my hips . :DD

- he likes to tickle people .

- he doesnt like it if you make him wait for an hour plus . ( my mistake )

- he smokes

- he's willing to get me what i want . :D

- his hugs comforts you best especially if you're really down .

there's more about him that i can elaborate more . but i'll end it this way .

i love Daniel so much . i love our friendship so so much . i really treasure it coz he's always there for me . it was my mistake to make him mad once . but i've learnt from that mistake . am so not going to do it again .

Daniel , im really greatful that you're my friend . im really glad we're friends .

im cherishing our friendship coz its so damn precious .

thank you so much for getting me the blouse i wanted for my present .

thank you so much Daniel . our friendship means alot to me . really .

i'll never do anything to make you angry at me again . i promise .

i love you so much . :D

2010-12-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

we always fight for small reasons .

i dont mean to doubt eu . but i just need eu to finish up ur sentence properly .

im sorry baby . i really am .

right now , i just want to tell the whole world how much eu mean to me .

i dont know why but i really really reeeaaaally love eu .

i can feel that eu love me so much too . and i hope it wont ever fade away .

kay , i seriously just love eu so much .

2010-12-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

baby , i tau eu tak suke gaduh ngan i . i tau kite tak sepatutnye gaduh over small things . eu fikir i nak ke gaduh ngan eu ? no kay .

first thing first i tak suke gaduh ngan eu pasal i tak suke care eu bbl ngan i . its seriously kurangajar . really . eu use words that i dont even know what it means . kay , im a naive person . im kental when it comes to using words to be kurangajar . we come from different backgrounds . im not trying to say that ur family is a not good company . but its just that we come from different backgrounds . but that doesnt mean eu have to speak that way to me what .

i hate it when kite gaduh , pastu eu senyap . really . and eu dont even try to pujok me even if sometimes its my fault . after we fight , i would definitely come back to eu and apologize what . but it doesnt have to be always me that apologizes what . tak make sense langsung uh . i tau most of the time i yang carik pasal dgan eu and i tau most of the time eu give in kat i .

i know kay , i know .

i know im selfish . i know im self-centered . i know eu want to achieve that goal so badly . i know eu've set those goals even before eu were officially attached . but its abit different now . ur attached . ur no longer single . there's an extra burden for eu to carry . and that's me . im just worried that after eu've achieved ur goal , eu'll neglect me . girlfriend mane sia yang nak di-neglect .. i wouldnt want to be unfaithful to eu coz that's no way to solve our matter . its not that im not being supportive at all . im sorry if eu did expect me to be the supportive girlfriend but first thing that came to my mind was , will i be neglected ? that's just it . im sorry kay .

baby , im really sorry . let's stop this fight . i just wanna come back into ur arms and i just wanna cuddle up with eu again like we always do .

2010-12-08T13:38:00.004+08:00

i swear i need more time with

my daddy .

2010-12-06T10:26:00.001+08:00

it was my birthday yesterday . heh .

worked from 7 30am til 2pm coz im going out with mot .

i was sad to leave work coz i'll miss my workfriends and there was still alot of boxes to be brought out to the canteen . i had to leave if not i dont have time for myself and mot .

waited for the bus like waited for pigs to fly . cheyh mcm faham uh .

the bus was damn late , that one okay . when i got home , i found out that my sis wore my black dress . at that time , she was sleeping . i just felt like punching her damn face . called my baby up and complain to him . =(

dah siap , terus kluar jumpe baby . then khalil was there . i was really nervous . i saw my baby with him at the bustop .

baby , i swear you looked hot . heh .

we went to Cineleisure cineplex at Somerset . i watch Rapaunzel 3D . wooh !

romance/comedy gerek gile .

we wanted to take pictures of ourselves . we asked some outsiders to help us . but it didnt really turned out nice . so i had to delete it .

then mom called . family made reservations Mad Jack . i didnt had enough time with baby so i invited him to eat dinner with my family . he was really scared at first . but it turn out right in the end . i think my mom likes him .

he's the First guy to ever meet my family .

there's pictures to proof . here they are .

tadaaaa ! heh .

after dinner , its time to go home . dad sent my aunt's family first .

baby went to the bustop to wait for bus like duh .

my mom , sis and me had to wait for my dad at the bustop too since my dad sent my aunt home . my mom asked so many questions .

my mom sent baby to the bustop near tampines jc . we didnt get to kiss goodbye . =(

but its okay . at least i had a great time with you baby .

i havent had a blast like this for the past 2 years . usually its always spent at malaysia . and i dont like it . im born in singapore , why must i celebrate it at malaysia . sheesh .

its okay . i really did had a great time . especially when baby decided to join me for dinner with my family .

now this is what i call , i had a great 15th birthday with my LOVE ones .

2010-12-03T20:17:00.001+08:00

Finally , its over .

i just can't believe that im no longer with you , aby .

i do miss you . but not as much as how i used to . i just pity your girlfriend coz she's gonna have to go through the same i went through .

Yeah whatever . its never about you anyway .

So basically , i've moved on .

More into guys with geek specs . heh .

then i met this guy with geek specs . he's very kental . oh well , i fell in love with his kentalness anyway . heh .

He loves the colour Red and Purple .

He's a part-time skater and a FULL-TIME climber .

We got together on the November 5th 2010 .

I don't know why i don't get tired of meeting him every single day but i don't care coz a day without being with him physically feels so different .

He means alot to me and im not gonna do anything that would make me lose him . i feel his love too .

Most of our conversations has those three words in it . and i mean MOST .

never fails to tell me that he loves me every time we hang up .

i just hope that wont ever stop .

iloveyoumot.

2010-08-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

Basically aby , its no longer about eu anymore .

i just feel that eu dont need me anymore since eu've got ur work and all .

so i give up and i dont wanna care anymore .

since eu can like another girl , why cant i ?

im starting to contact this guy . he's super sweet and all .

he's like , the most caring guy i've ever met . we're just close friends now .

i just hope that i get to be His , one day . coz i want him to take care of me since eu cant take care of me anymore .. we've talked otp for 2 times already .

he can strum the guitar waaaay better than eu aby . like duh .

sad to say , i got tired of what ur always doing to me . so i dont wanna care anymore . =)

ur not my main priority now . besides , eu even said that we're not in a relationship right now .

so why must i care if eu dont even show any concern ?

Ps . He's the best thing that has ever happen to me .

________ . <3

2010-08-16T06:12:00.004+08:00

The night eu finally

confessed that eu liked

her .

2010-08-15T12:52:00.000+08:00

Aby ! ape nie ! eu kate eu takde paperk ngan seri !

abeyh asal kene bbl i,u dgan dier ?

kawan bbl i,u ker ? tak pe !

and what's with the imiss eu !

klau nak proof , this is proof .

Asrap Kutcher

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2010-08-15T12:12:00.004+08:00

Aby , im starting to have doubts again .

at the start of the conversation , eu said that eu left ur fone in farid's bag .

so i thought it was really left in his bag .

but during our webcam , i saw eu checking ur fone . like about 5 times .

at first , i ignored . but after we off our webcam .. i started to have doubts .

doubts like , if eu didnt have ur fone .. what object did eu hold and keep checking just now ?

if eu had ur fone , why wouldnt eu reply me ?

etc etc .

but when i meet eu face to face to ask these questions , eu would defenitely ensure me that what i doubt was wrong . eu would say things like , i slept in my mom's room coz she asked me to .

and stuffs .

Is this doubt true or am i just

thinking too much ?

Please don't lie to me aby .

2010-08-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

Aby .

I betul betul taknak move on .. tapy i perlu eu untuk text text i ..

eu ckp eu belum and taknak move on ..

Shit , i should stop this .

I tau , i dah janji ngan eu . tapy i masih perlukan eu .. and klau eu tgah bace nie , please ..

Jangan berubah .. I tanak eu berubah . i love eu just the way eu are .

Dont make anymore changes please aby . please .

I terlampau sayangkan eu sangat .. i tanak lose contact ngan eu . i tanak eu jauhkan diri eu dari i .

i dont want to suffer anymore . please .

i love eu aby , very much .

Hugs&kisses .

2010-08-10T11:24:00.005+08:00

I should start trusting eu

right aby ..

But why is it always that in ur picture , there's always seri . Why ?

2010-08-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

He's my one and only aby .

He's the only one i love .

He's the only one that i'll stay faithful to .

He's the only one i'll flirt with .

He's the only one that i'll kiss .

His tongue is the only one i'll meet with mine.

His neck is the only one that i'll kiss .

He's the only one that i'll have sex with when i get married to him .

He's the only one that will be the father of my babies when i get married to him .

I can never replace eu no matter how hard i tried .

His eyes just keeps on making me so mesmerize with him .

I can't live without him .

Aby .

2010-08-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Aby .. What happened to us .. when we first got together , i mean everything to eu . but now ?

eu would text me every now and then .. but we hardly contact now . and eu dont even noe if we're still together or not ! i can hardly meet eu now . maybe its not the cause of another girl . but why can't eu see that i can't live without eu ! its seriously heartbreaking . everyone wants me to move on . and I DONT WANT TO ! coz i wanna be with eu . i want to be the one that eu'll hold hands with till the end of time . i want to live with eu till the end of time . im not doubting eu . but im just worried . coz i really dont want to lose eu . i've been dreaming of eu lately and i dont noe what that means .. but i dont care . i just want the old eu back . the aby that never fails to keep me company when im lonely . the aby that never fails to keep telling me that he loves me .

Aby , i swear that i miss the old times we had . Having breakfast , lunch and dinner together . i miss talking about random stuffs with eu . i miss every single thing we did in the past .. if ur reading this .. please , dont change urself anymore ... im already at the edge of surviving with how eu are treating me now ..

i just dont noe how i can still go on .. aby .. just please . come back to me .

PLEASE .

2010-07-31T22:46:00.001+08:00

I promised that i will stop doubting aby unless necessary .. But i can't help it . the doubts are taking over !
its just not right . i really have to trust aby ..

i saw him talking sweetly to his classmate(girl) .. using i,u manner . so the doubts got stronger .
luckily , when i asked aby whether im the only one that he loves ..
with confidence , he said yes .
i felt more reassured . and i noe that i didnt have to worry about anything .
i don't wanna lose eu aby . i can't live without eu . i don't want to move on when i dont have to .

aby , tell ur mom .. Please dont seperate us both . coz i really cant live without eu . a day without eu contacting me makes me suffer . the thought of eu , leaving me is too painful . and i can't move on .
i don't noe how to . and i dont want to . ur the only one for me .

Best things about my aby .
- ur hug makes me feel so loved by eu .
- when eu hold my hand , it makes me feel secure . so that i wont get lost .
- ur kiss on my forehead tells me that i dont need to worry , coz ur here .
- ur smile never fails to make my day right .
-when eu put ur arms around my waist , it makes me feel that ur proud to have me .

there are loads of things that i miss doing with eu , aby . i love eu too much . and i dont want to lose eu .. ur the only one i love , the only one i'll be faithful with , and the one that i'll want to live with when i grow older .

i really miss eu . and i'll never stop loving eu aby .. i promise . just please , dont stay far away from me . coz i can't bear being apart from eu . being far away from eu .. i need eu here and always with me ..

2010-07-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

Its been super long since i touched this blog ..

Well .. been through alot lately .. like ALOT .
i miss my aby alot .

Well luckily we met just now after RC training at school .
laughed around , played our tongues .. ; let out a funny sound like lalalalala with our tongues .

THE PROMISE to aby :
promise not to doubt him again .
promise to stay faithful to him and only him .
promise to never replace him .
promise to never move on .

i LOVE my aby AND ONLY HIM .

2010-02-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

What have you done atap ..

The night that eu told me that you've been lying to me all this while ...

You confessed that whenever i asked you out , you would come up with a lie saying that you have a project to do .. Saying that you're at your friend's house doing some work .

How am i to know whether you're telling me the truth or not ?

How should i trust you now ?

Aby , if ur reading this .. So be it . I really don't noe what to say to eu .. Im really confused . I feel disappointed , angry and upset .. I feel like just forgiving eu but how could eu ? People always thought that im the one that's always making eu angry ... but now ? eu've showed ur true colours . im really really upset . I really don't noe who eu are now .. Please bring my old Ashraf back . Please . i beg eu .. The old Ashraf that cares for me , that sends me to school with initiative .. that loves to hug me and grab me tight when he's angry . The Ashraf that lifts me up like a little girl ..

I don't noe if this patch was a lie .. and i hope it wont .. but how am i to believe eu ?

2010-01-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

Ladies ..

Don't you guys are just useless ? After what they've done to you , they'll just leave you behind with a broken heart . Some even leave you with feelings that you wished you could just kill them .

Some even left , leaving behind an expectant girl .

Ladies ..

Guys don't deserve chances . We should just tie them onto a pole thats at the edge of a high building . Right ?

GUYS SUCKS TO THE CORE !

2010-01-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

I love my close friend .

i love you hunney .

♥

2010-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

What the fvck sia !

i seriously hate my grandmother sia ! She really dont deserve to be my grandmother uh sia . Rotten-hearted type of person ! I wanna tell the whole world that SHE SUCKS BIG TIME . Old B*tch . Whathefvck sia !!!!!

She used to find fault with my aunt on the paternity side . Well , obviously this old grandmother is is the grandma of the paternity side . i really hate her sia ! cb !!

now that my aunt has migrated to Perth , that old grandma is trying to find fault with my mom . cb sia her attitude . not only my mom but MY FAMILY !!!!

big sucker . really one hell of a b*tch .

huh , in front my dad wanna step nice . ask how's my mom , this luh that luh .

but behind my mom , she tells everyone that my mom is a bad mother . cb sia this old b*tch . I DONT CARE if im rude . so what , if she's trying to mess with my family .. she's messing with the wrong people . Because my dad listens to her soo much , which obviously he has to side her . DOESNT MEAN whut !

so whut if she was the one to give birth to my dad , SO WHAT BIATCH .

Fvck sia . its always because of her that my parents fight . it never fails !

P.S Fvck off luh B*tch .

2009-12-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

ilovemybi ..

But why do i have confused feelings between me and my close friend .

Well , my close friend .. he's really sweet and all ..

His gf is so lucky to get him .. really . I really do love my Ashraf .. he's really understanding and all but there some things that could make me hate him ..

Everyone knows that i like hugs . Well yeah , this close friend of mine likes to give me hugs .. this is how the story started ..

This close friend of mine disappeared for a veryy long time .. and i really missed him .. i missed him soo much , only god knows how much i did .. so we moved on .. then i received a msg wishing me a happy birthday .. it was from him .. and he was the first one to sent it to me ..

i received the text after i got back from Malacca on the 6th Dec .

And so , we started contacting each other again .. I dreamt about my close friend .. i dreamt that he asked me if we could be close friends like before ..

while i was texting him , i told him about it .. AND HE REALLY DID ASK ME !

Dejavu .

i was like whoa .. i am soo glad that he returned to me as a close friend ..

so we finally met for lunch , after soo long that i last saw his face .. i told him , when we meet next time .. he owes me a hug . you guys dont noe how much i miss him .. really .. well he did give me a hug . hahah .

he told me the reason why he texted me .. well , i cant tell you people coz maybe he doesnt want people to know .. okay , moving on .

after that day on , we met another few times .. coz i asked him to accompany me since my beloved boyf couldnt because of some reasons ..

As days goes by .. me and him are getting much closer .. don't worry , ashraf knows about it . coz i'll never keep anything from him ... there's no point keeping anything coz guilt will crawl over .. besides , i have a very understanding boyf . so its not that difficult to tell him ..

i keep reminding myself , he is just a close friend and not more than that ..

by reminding myself , i wont go overboard by having feelings for him ...

Ouhno .. i cant do that .. i love my boo ..

but sometimes i cant help it .. i just wished i wasnt my close friend's friend .

i wished that i was his . but come to think again .. i cant . i just want our friendship to stay that way .. as close friends ..

SOMEBODY HELP ?

this is for eu boo .. i really love you . i do . dont worry . no matter what happens , im sticking with eu . coz i wont let other girls have such a great guy like eu .. No Way . So , takmu worry kay . i saaaaayaaang eu banget .

Muacks !

2009-12-09T21:48:00.001+08:00

Finally i had enough money to buy my RIPCURL bag .

All-time FAVOURITE BRAND .

Don't wanna take the picture coz there may be copycats .

So yeah . Bought it at VivoCity . After that , baby decided to gi Swensen's .

So off we go and took the train .

Thank you baby for the delicious Swensen's treat . iloveyou . :)

i ordered chicken backed rice and baby ordered fish and chips . That's for main meal . For dessert , i ordered banana split and baby ordered sticky chewy crunch i think . YUm YUm ! =p

2009-12-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

08/12/09

Changkat climbers had a BBQ at East Coast Park . It was

for Haikal( Our beloved Instructor ) farewell to NS .

I didnt take any pictures coz i was thrown into the sea . Hahah . but quite near the shore luh .. Everybody was soaking WET . Hahah .

and the coward part rite . Dion , Gregory and Jibreel ran away when we wanted to splash them with water . Especially Dion . They ran sooo far .

Specially for Haikal :

Thank you for being our Changkat Instructor while Hilman was away for NS . And now , its your turn to go .

Because of ur guidance , i won Novice Women Under 16 first .

A thousand thanks to you .

Hope you come back and teach us again soon .

And and ! Come back with 6 packs ! =)

2009-12-07T16:32:00.000+08:00

And im finally back in singapore . Hahah . actually i came back yesterday .

im too tired so i post it today .

Warning : There will be LOADS of pictures .

Day 1 : Otw to Malacca

tiGGer wearing baby's Man U shirt .

Well , first day we didn't do anything much . Coz by the time

my family and not forgetting arifah reached Malacca , it was going to be dark already .

Wait wait , I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS PART .

While we were otw , we stopped at Machap . A place you really WOULD NOT want to go in the afternoon .

There were MILLIONS OF FLIES(the one that keeps on flying around near the dustbin) ! In fact , MORE THAN A MILLION ! I was really reeeaaally disgusted .

My parents stopped there to have their prayers because it was already Asar .

There was this dustban . It was FULL OF DEAD FLIES ! i wanted to take a picture but i was too disgusted . really .

And im happy and proud to say that Singapore is best for its cleanliness for most places . I think that's all for day 1 . :x

Day 2 : Checking out of the hotel .(which was on my birthday.)

Arifah and my lil sis .

Dad and lil sis .

Mom

heheh .

Day 2 : Otw to A'Famosa Water World .

Malacca's Red House .

Red House at night . (below)

The places there in Malacca was really breath-taking especially at night .

This picture was taken after we went to the Water World .

We went for shopping and shopping . then we went bowling till midnight .

i'll post more later . hahaks . i wanna sleep uhk .

2009-12-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'll be going to Melaka for a Holiday with my family so i

won't be writing for some time later .

But the fun part is , My Birthday is coming . Woohoo woohoo !

the sad thing is , i dont wanna go to Melaka .

I know . Ya'll say , then don't go luh . Haiya , how !

Coz my mom says that friends is more important rite .. Family go holiday also don't want to follow , friends ask to go out , then go out .

Usually my mom will wish me a happy birthday when im IN SINGAPORE .

And my point is , i want her to wish me that when its 5th December 2009 IN SINGAPORE . Not Malaysia . Im born in Sinagpore sia , wah piang eh .

i don't wanna upset my mom . But serious . WHAT TO DO ?! Help !

If you have any suggestion , please tag to me .

Take care people !

2009-12-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

Baby , im really frustrated by your actions . I don't think you'll be reading this but im really tired of putting up with your nonsense .

Stop . Seriously . And i don't think any girl would be patient for a very long time .

You mean more than everything to me . Everything i do , i put you first in everything . So im asking , why can't you just do the same .

I believe everyone has their limits to their patience . And i guess you've reached mine . So im just warning you not to go over the limit cause' you will regret it if you do .

Im already injured with a swollen left hand and you're here making it more worse by testing my patience . STUPID ALLENKEY .

2009-11-23T13:38:00.002+08:00

Finally back from Camp !

Seriously , the food sucks . We are to survive the camp with stapled food !

And and it smells like cat food ! Gosh . We didnt really had a campfire coz it was raining HEAVILY . Boooo !

This camp is great coz we did not need to do any drills ! Woohoo !

Kay kay . Frankly , there were few hawtstuffs there . Baby , if eu are reading my blog , i mean no harm . Hehe . I prefer eu then those guys out there .

I Swear !

Anyways , back to where i was . There's sooo much to tell but i don't noe where to start ! Hahah . We had to turn in by 12 plus but had to wake up at 6 ! that's not the time i usualy wake up !

Psst . Let me tell eu this . THE MOSQUITOS THERE ARE ALL DENGUE TYPES !

I got sucked 3 times . But im okay . No fever . Hahah . We were to go through a very very DARK MAZE . Even if eu open ur eyes , eu won't get to see a thing until the end . The darkness is just the same as how eu close ur eyes .

Kayaking was not that fun coz we didnt go that far . Not like my Sec 2 Camp at Coast Walk i don't noe where , near the Golf Course .

When it was time to go home , i was really glad . REALLY GLAD . Changkat NPCC people took the van back to the jetty while the other schools walked ALL the waaay . Hahah . Pity them .

Baby met me at Changi Village and had lunch wit me . Ouh baby i love you . Baby went home with me by bus . In the bus , i was really tired and fell asleep on baby's shoulders . Hehe . I would be meeting baby again after i bathe coz we're going to SP to climb .

After i got home , i told my mommy all the things that happened at the campsite . Mommy said , " Now then eu noe how to appreciate ur food . "

I was like yeaah . I went to the bathroom to have a shower after baby sent me home .

I met baby at Simei Mrt station and we went off to SP . In the train , i slept again . Hahah ! Damn tired sia .

CLIMB.CLIMB.CLIMB.

I think there's more to tell but im still tired . I wanna go sleep !

Goodnite World !

2009-11-19T10:44:00.003+08:00

One more day till im gone to ATC .

2009-11-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

3 more days till im gone to ATC .

2009-11-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ouhh ! and yeaah .

Happy Birthday Shanon !

2009-11-14T21:33:00.001+08:00

Rock On 2009 ( 14 Nov )

Baby and me in the bus otw to yishun to support Hilman !

Malik and baby .

Hilman

baby love .

iloveyouhunney .

We cheered like hell for Hilman and Nafiz . Both of them were in the event of speed . I ate alot of 7eleven stuffs ! It was a very cooling day today .

Woohoo ! i can't wait for tmr ! i'm being official(helping out/volunteer) tmr !

See ya'll officials tmr ! Tata !

comeback quick !

2009-11-13T16:58:00.003+08:00

Bored without ur texts !

Hunney , come back

quick ! Imissyou ! =(

bored.bored.bored

2009-11-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

baby's in school and im bored at home !
Baby's going to JB to visit his relatives .
Imissyoubaby .

Hunney's new short hair !

2009-11-11T21:27:00.001+08:00

Hunney's new short hair ! ( well , cant really see that well luh . hahah . )

Went to Snip Avenue with my hunney to have his hair cut . He asked me to accompany him so yeah . When we got there , i cant believe that we needed to take number . Hunney's number was 23 . Then , we saw few 'matreps' . They were there for hair cuts too . All three of them looked like they needed a slap on their faces . Hunney and me couldn't help but laughed . We waited and waited and waited . We went to the shop at 6 40 sumthing , then hunney finally cut his hair around 7 15pm like that . I was like whaat !

Hunney , eu look really cute . hehehe . Bitches , back off . He's taken .

So there i was , waiting for his texts , calls .

Hahas . Hunney eu really should reply quickly even though ur busy ..

Feeling so bored , i decided to look at people's blogs , listen to songs . And stuffs stuffs stuffs .

Guess that's all for now ! Currently otp with hunns .

Take Care people !

Lots of shine ,

Hanah .

Bored bored bored !

2009-11-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

Goood Evening Blog readers !
   Im like really bored , and i feel like writring . hahahks .
its about my boyfie . He sucks .. ALOT . He replies late , he breaks promises and stuffs .
Ahaha . but at the end of every argument , i'd still love him . and i do not noe why .
i like arugeing with my baby ashraf because he would always beg for forgiveness and with a lil bit of tears . Kay luh kay luh , dont want to talk bad about my hunney anymore .

    The ( rock climbing )seniors planned to go Singapore Poly to climb just now , so we met at 3 plus at Simei Mrt station . Seniors who only came was Kim , Malik Atyqa and me . Boooo .. Faheem and Dion did not make it . Today's routes were quite hard as given from Hilman( one of changkat climbing instructor ).

                             Climb.Climb.Climb
                                                is what climbers do !

   And so , it was already 8 something . Atyqa and me decided to bathe first as Kim and Malik will be going home later . We said goodbye and did the climber's handshake( which ALL climbers should know ) , hahha .

               Okay okay , that's all for now folks ! My baby ashraf is calling me otp !
                                    Update ya'll later yea .
                           Take Care .

      Lots of shine ,
Hanah .

Hello World !

2009-11-10T13:43:00.001+08:00

Hello World .
Its my first post . Hahaks . So yeah .
Got back my results for end of year , im soo glad i passed all my subject . Well especially for maths . My mom promised me a treat if i passed most of my subjects .
Luckily i got top 10th position in class .

I guess this is it .
Goodbye World !

Hanah Allen .